This may be my last posting

[ccrider1016]

well all, i just got home from the hospital been bout 4 days now. today i had enough energy to get on for a bit, i wont go into detail about my health, except that i do have cancer, its rare, and fast moving, i have been trying to get help for my terrarium, but no one will do the job i have done, all are more focused on me now, im mostly bed ridden for now, i will try to come back if all goes good, if not, god speed to you all, and good luck with all of your plants.

ccrider
carl

[Travis]

That is horrible news! http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif I hope you feel better. My prayers go out to you.

travis

[Kate]

My thoughts are with you

[Pyro]

Carl,

Our thoughts are with you and so are our prayer.

[Mike King]

My best wishes to you Carl and I am sorry to hear about your illness. You are in my prayers also.

[arie]

Dear Carl
Our thoughts are with you and so are our prayer,
I do wish we could help with something.
Arie

[cchang]

Stay positive... find a bit of time each day for smiles and laughter. I'll be praying for you...

[GEORGE-CP]

Carl,
you are in my prayer. i do hope you feel better and get your health back.

[carnivorous23]

I hope you get better, our thoughts and prayers are with you.

[FlytrapGurl]

Oh no! http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif I hope you and your plants will be okay.

I'll be praying for you. ((air hugs))

[weser]

I hope you feel better! http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif

[Ozzy]

ccrider,
I don't know anything about you, but as another cp grower I'd like to know if thee is anything I can do. Where do you live, If somebody here lives close to you, Maybe they can help you take care of your plants. If not you can have somebody from your family to email me and I can try to give them advice on taking care of your plants.
If there is anything you need or anything I can do for you contact me.
If anybody else can think of anything that we can do post it here or email me.
ccrider I look forward to seeing you back on the list when you're better.
Mark
voodoodancer@hotmail.com

[noah]

I'll be praying for you also. May the Lord grant you peace.

-noah

[Spectabilis73]

I hope you get better! http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif me and my family will pray for you. http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif

[Colieo]

Best of luck Carl, dont let it get to ya. We are all praying for ya!


Absolute best wishes,
Cole

[mindmaze128]

Very sorry to hear of your situation Carl... but just hang in there. It might not be as bad as you think it is.. both my parents have had cancer and they are ok now. Whatever you do though, don't give up hope. I wish you and your family the best of luck...I just wish i could do more...

Joel

[NickHubbell]

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[Tim]

God grant you His peace, which surpasses all understanding.

[eplants02]

Sorry to hear what had happen. My prayers are with u. Get better.

[nepenthes gracilis]

Man....someone tell me this isn;t happening. :'( Best of wishes to you Carl. I hope you outrun this awful demon.

[Parasuco]

Carl, I wish you the best. Theres lots that they can do nowadays, I certainly hope its not too far gone. I've had numerous relatives hospitalized with cancer, and I've only lost one... One too many.

If it's of any consolation, one boy in Ontario (me) will be praying for you tonight. Try to fight it, try to stay positive, don't give up.

[Tamlin Dawnstar]

Tough times, hey Carl? You are in my thoughts and heart. I hope you win through this, but if not, then take this as fact: we are more than our bodies. Our consciousness is eternal and indestructable. When this now melts into forever, we will all be together. See you soon man!

[nahasapeemapetilon]

Thats horrible news. Im so sorry, you will be in my prayers tonight. http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif
John

[greenhouse1]

Carl, I am so very sorry to hear you are ill. You and your family will be in my prayers. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to be of assistance. We're all pulling for you to win this fight!

[dblnikl]

My thoughts and prayers are with you Carl. Try to stay positive!

[Dionaea Enthusiast]

Hey Carl,

My father has survived cancer twice (and in the past two years at that) so it CAN be beaten! Best wishes to you, you will be in my thoughts. We are all rooting for you, Carl!

[unknownclown]

Well he!! Carl that's just awful! http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/sad.gif
You and your family will be in my prayers as well. Stay strong and possitive and don't ever give up hope.

[schloaty]

Oh, Man. Sucks. Take care of yourself....Beat this thing.

[RamPuppy]

Our Prayers are with you friend!

[sarracenialuver]

I hope you get better and go through all this. My best wishes are with you,
Kevin

[Dyflam]

I've mulled this over for a while because I was speechless at first. Stay positive, focus on the good things, savor every moment... sometimes we all take things for granted. Feed off the strength of your friends... we're here for you man.

[ccrider1016]

thank you all for your kind thoughts and words, im staying tired mostly all the time now, i go in friday and they put the thing in my arm to start the chemo. my cancer is a rare one, as my oncologist said today, more rare then you would think, but, it has a name, the cancerous tumors, and they are going to work really hard with me, im having better hope now, and with all of your prayers for me, i feel tremendously stronger. again, i thank all of you, your words have helped give me a lot of hope. thank you again

ccrider
carl

[BigCarnivourKid]

Stay strong Carl. We are all pulling for you in our prayers and our hearts. Peace, love and healing be with you.

Steve

[CP2k]

I hope you will get better soon. My wishes are with you.

[Darcie]

OMG! *Thats horrible news, but don't be talking like it's over cause it aint over till it's over http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/wink.gif

I hope you can find some way to keep your terrarium, is it to large to be moved to a place where you can easly take care of it? *

Me and my CPs are root'n for you (get it? rooting) http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/wink.gif

Seriously though, I bet you'll overcome it, if CPs have tought us anything, it should be that. I mean look at that Nep alandallas just rescued.

[dfalkanger]

I'm really sorry Carl. Just stay strong and never give up hope, and I think you'll be fine. My prayers are also with you.

[alandallas]

Never give up hope Carl. I will be thinking and praying for you. Wishing you the best.

Alan