Thanks Jim!! Dare I say I'm starting to feel better. A couple days ago I said that and it was a false alarm.
I agree, may of them look just alike to me, and I'm not good with IDs in general lol.
I think I had U. sandersonii blue at one point. There's not too much difference, mine was barely even blue. I think I managed to kill it somehow.
I'll reply to your email in a couple days and maybe we can get a trade together. I can fill your slots for P. gigantea and P. agnata CSUF and maybe another D. graminifolia if you'd like.