Some of you guys know about my relation ship troubles for the past 3-4 months. I messed up thought I wasn't happy, convinced my self and others that i wasn't. The past 2 months things have gotten alot better, but then today i realized several things. And Im right back at square one, how the #### do you guys deal with a girl who says she still loves you, and has feelings, and says she still cares, but she says that she wants to build a relation ship.
And ive realized something im an emotionally attached, and emotionally dependent person, I don't know how to change this, i want to talk to a councilor but i don't want to disappoint my mom. And This girl we dated for a year and 9 months gonna be two hear soon. and it is just so depressing, and its so hard, cause i love this girl and i cant talk to her and show her any kind of affection cause it will just make her annoyed with me.
I just dont know what to do guys, i cant live life looking like im happy and doing fine, and being around a wonderfull person like her. She made me so happy, she was the best thing, but i didnt realize what i had.
It just is so #### hard. I have tried breaking things off not talking to her for a while, but i can never not stay away from her.
Love is an addiction, its worse than heroin.