My girlfriend and I have been dating for almost 9 months, we get in occasional arguments, but who doesn't? One that has happened recently is I do something that is reference to my EX who I've posted about who some of you know is a total... deleted.
Any ways, I really am totally over my ex, I despise her and never want to talk to her again really. She ruined all of my attempted relation ships up until my current girlfriend who put up with her crap. Calling the girls names, finding ways to piss them off, she even went as far as putting lip gloss all under my and the other girls car handles so when you grabbed them, you got lip gloss all over your hands. Pretty nice huh? This gives you an Idea about how much I dislike, and boarder line hate this person.
Well on to the point, Ive made mistakes, Ive accidentally called my current girlfriend my ex's name. They both start with A's so its not like they are similar, but I just dont understand why I do. Ive done it 3-4 times through out the relation ship, and its really up set her until recently when I accidentally got her birth month mixed up with my ex's.
But I just dont understand WHY, when I honestly dislike my ex, I still have these thoughts in my head, and im not even thinking about her, its been over a year and a half since we broke up. 8 months since we really talked. Am I the only person? What can I do? Am I forced to calling my gf Babe from now on?