You know when you are addicted/crazy, when:
* You feed your sister's old pet rat to the Columbian red-tail boas,
because it got out of it's cage and then ate all the pitchers off your Nepenthes;
and unfortunately, a few main growing stems too.
At first both snakes don't eat the rat, so then you stubbornly smash it with a
cinder-block, and when it's dead, the snakes finally decide to eat it.
* Now, every glass-art composition you create, is carnivorous plant-related.