I`m doing VERY BAD. I mean I can only stand like 80ccph of food now totalling like 700 cllories a day. I was getting 2500 at 185ccph my pain was at a 10 at all times when I was feeding. I was popping 6x my dosage of muscle relaxents(I felt like popping 20) Now that I`ve lowered it I would rate night as 7 and day as 4. I hopefully will be able to talk to DR.Follwell tommorow and see if she can treat me,wether with pain medicine or a different feed. I cry alot now too. Last night I was extremley enraged for no reason and then going to deppressed and crying and back,it was horrible and words were comeing out of my mouth I`d never said(in front of anybody) before.
The psyhcolagist still hasn`t seen me and I`m doing real bad this is realy takeing its tole on my emotions [img]http://www.**********.com/iB_html/non-cgi/emoticons/new/smile_h_32.gif[/img]