Hello everyone. I do love coming to this forum, you all are quite a bunch of nice people. I have came to this forum everyday since joining. I havn't been here for 2 days though. Don't know if anyone even noticed, but thought I'd share. My Beagle passed away the 13th. She was 15 years old and meant the world to me. I am going on 19 this year, so I do not remember a time before her as I was only 3 or 4. She has been there through every school year, friendships, breakups, even visted me at my jobs. I am an only child so she became my sister. She had two types of cancer. One which we was told it would only be days. Although we were told this a year and a half ago. She had survived through it. The good thing is, she did not pass from any cancer. She had recently, last month, develeoped a heart momur(sp) due to all the stress, old, and illnesses. She had allergies, arthritis(sp),many past surgeries. She's been through a lot, and seeing her gone just peacefuly and quietly meant alot. It was a very unexpected day. She was actually walking good, had got up in the middle of the night and used the papers, ate really good the night before, drank still, and everything. But the next morning she found her. Her eyes were closed and she was laying on her side which she hasn't been able to do for a long time. So obvisouly she went in her sleep. The main cancer was in her ear, the signs showed it was not that at all. She did not have any signs or sytoptoms, she just passed peacefully. The whole family is so hurt right now. It's hard to even type this. But it's a good thing God took her without her going through all the pain of cancer. We prayed for that, but just wasn't expected it when she was doing good. I'm sorry for ranting, she was my everything. I just got online, because my mom was emailing a friend and I thought I'd stop by. We buired her out back with many of her favorite things, such as bed, blanket, toy, and pillow. Havn't found the energy to do anything is why I havn't been online. Everything revoled around her, because of her sick we took care of her every day. I have never went a day without her and it hurts. I miss her dearly.
Here is a picture, yes something is on her nose. She was always up to something. =)