Hey,sorry I haven`t been on lately. The conection on the comp is very unreliable (Hardly ever connects).
Well I`m not doing to well lately I still eat but during the day I`m in alot of pain,and at night it`s agonizing. And the doctors won`t do anything about it anymore! They acnowledge I`m in chronic pain but will not give me any pain killers(The only thing that realy works is demerol)! So I`ve fallen way back in school.
My plants haven`t been fareing to well either(I`ve lost most of them),but don`t offer me any new plants because I`m afraid I just can`t care for them properly The p[roblem is I don`t have much energy anymore and so I was reluctant toi take them out of doors and many died of fungus attacks in my stuffy room. About the only thing doing well for me is my mini-bog. And the greenhouse I bought came missing pieces wich the company refuses to replace!
Every night I feel like going to the ER but half the time they won`t even give me pain-killers there and because it`s 70 miles away I`m very reluctant to go.
If they`d just do a mrcp on me they could see that my pancreas is not working right! But they refuse to because it can cause more iritation to the pancreas. But it`s like I`d sighn a release form and all saying it`s ok for them to do it and all. Ugh it`s all so frustrateing...