As someone who knows I don't have the ability to maintain suitable conditions year round for this plant I didn't enter to win it, so I have no dog in this fight from that perspective. I'm certain that the winner's history with plants has considerable influence on the bad feelings. Then there's the other stuff. Given the rarity of the plant, I'd personally like to think that it was going to someone who in a few years would be sharing your amazing generosity with future TF members. I'm not confident this is the case. I certainly don't begrudge anyone the terms they put on what they give away, and again, your generosity here goes far beyond the sheer monetary value of the plant, and I thank you sincerely for it.