"...dubia is a bit wierd, and no one has it (including me )..."
ah, and by the way, you should have a look at Andraes Wistuba's homepage (http://www.wistuba.com)
N. dubia and N. jacquelinea are coming in 2003 !!!
Very nice to live in the same country ;-)
(sadly not for watching Nepenths in natural habitat, but at least for buying them)